shit. nw i really dun understand you. see if i care u read this. i didnt really noe u in the past, bt i knew u in my own ways.

and nw wtf are u trying to do? BE FUNNY?

u think u can make it, u think you will succeed, bt please, ppl arent blind. i dun even need other ppl to tell me abt u again, u poser.

nope, u are worse than a poser. a poser retains some gd essence of herself.
u are a TOTAL PLASTIC JOB, INSIDE AND OUT.

i mean, do u really know yrself? if u do, u will know that u do nt have a heart at all. or conscience. that's why i can go on fooling everyone around u who thinks you are good and not feel any guilt.

dun even know why u exist on earth. COMPLETE WASTE OF SPACE. considering that you are FAT, yes, FAT, and take up more space than others.

what's your motive? does it feel good to betray and to put up "PRETTY APPEARANCES" like you have a clean slate?

you are disgusting. you are fake. you are a destroyed cause.
and what sort of satisfaction you get, trying to pretend for FOUR YEARS?

seriously. i do have eyes.
and your 'acquired' friends are those who know from right to wrong, who have a sense of loyalty to whose who truly care abt them, who will fight back at you when the time arises.

you think that they are with u. i can tell you u have been secretly losing.
and your first motive has been seriously looked into.
dun think you can go uncovered for long.

YOU started the conflict.
and WE are going to help you end it.
so prepare, for YOU are going to lose BADLY.

WHY? i guess, u wouldnt know.

THAT'S WHY i tell others, never mess with me.
because im a dangerous person to fickle with.

so long, my fiend.

grad on fri. seriously dreading it.
i will miss all my friends!
maybe not. i'll just move to yr hses.

written @ 3:59 PM

went wm to shop. im so happy right nw!
buybuybuybuy. mum says i'll nw get married. why?
1. spends money(according to her, too much)
2. dunno how to cook and do housework.

what? so unfair. i spend very little lor. dun even own smth LV.
and i can cook abit kays. spaghetti's my speciality.
and i can bake my all-in-one mix Betty Crocker.
and i can cook instant noodles, thou i hav a friend who didnt even know how to when she was in sec2.
however, i cant fry an egg. i dun dare to flip the egg.

when i went to the face shop just nw, the salesgirl cant even say "ahneohaseyo" properly!
she was all: "(dunno wad rubbish)haseyo".
even nowdays japanese restaurants got this prob.
hello, where is yr sense of professionalism?

written @ 4:20 PM

i roughly noe my schools le.
my jc would most prob(aft 'o's) be acjc.
bt i heard LOADS of 4d ppl are gng. erm.

written @ 4:12 PM

i found my sis's new blog.
there's something called google, ya noe.
yeapie will love her skin. i find it rather cute.
anyway, i gave all ppl i noe korean names.
some names are quite norm la.

adeline- yee shuen
baorui- boh ree
christina- jye yee
chrystal- woei shuen
dianfeng(real hard)- deon bon(rare!)
eunice- wonji
huayp- hye pyeong(nice!)
huizhen- hye jin(nice!)
joce- ji rin(nice!)
laywang- ri won
melissa- shi yuin
pearlyn- yi won
sohhwee- soh hye
xiwen- ji won
yita- yee dah
zhengyang- jung yang
zhihao- ji ho
zhihui- ji jye
zhiying- ji in(nice!)
zi-jing- ji jing

i have absolutely no idea wad to wear for grad-nite.
gown's so out. hate those things.
the only thing i noe im wearing is heels and black patterned leggings.
♥ whoever who invented those.
and ♥ whoever who invented vacuum cleaners, computers and aircon btw.

written @ 4:59 PM

as i prepared to descend the stairs to my a home, i found a chi. worker slping at the stairs.
and i immediately took the lift to the other flr and climbed up.
my mom ltr told me he had a syringe and a bag of water. and tt guy was doing drugs.
hence, he deserved to die. if hes nt slping nw.

and i must declare, my past/present/future eye candy(s) MUST be taller than me.
hence he(s) can nv be antonio, tyvm. wad rubbish.

rained before i reached skol.
dun care, im running tmr.
was immediately down when i reached skol.
my results suck!
and nobody wanted to play Na La Ra Flypan tdy except me and manager/onni/pearlyn, everyone was busy doing eng corrections.

talked to woons. in chi tdy, apparently weis. wanted to be with jingn.
he said tt choir girls are gossipy again, ADE!!! kill him, we're so nt.
bt he said tt between me and joce, there's nothing we don't know that others know.
and he tacitly agreed that me and joce are the most dangerous girls in 4J. haha.
it made my day.

ade, im nt sucidal okay, relax.
how many times hav u seen me cry? (once)
how many times hav u seen me sad? (rare)
so im normal, ty.
bt i tink cant go out liao. must mug.

written @ 4:19 PM

haiz. my results were all worse than expected.
even worse than norm standards.
shall work for 3 whole mths. boo.

why is there no gd blogskins?

TO ade&eunice: argh tt idiot is hard to giv up on. can help me find eye candies? and i seem to know his eye candy. and btw, hav u ppl spill on me?

and i just realised i read v. few ppl's blog.
ade's blog is okay.
df one is abit off relevance smtimes cos got his class stuff. v. hard to tag.
yt one is deep slash dun understand smtimes. totally hard to tag. so i avoid tagging. haha.
rmbed df and my inability to understand the joy of talking to juniors.

i've nv been so depressed.
was super looking forward to ade/yeap hse.
and later it didnt went thru.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

the grass infrnt of my class got 2 holes.
aft it rained, a stupid frog laid eggs there and nw 4Jasher has a mini zoo.
and jiayi ytd used a mineral water bottle to scoop water and we saw larvae.
MOSQUITO LARVAE.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

i started on compulsive shopping.
to let out stress.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

i think i need to see a doctor.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

my class has been playing xman(korean variety show) games.
sarange, Na La Ra, FlyPan! w/o the pans.

written @ 5:47 PM

im FREAKING PISSED today.
firstly, my results are like SHOOT.
my amaths careless 12 marks. and i got a2, one single mark to a1 due to my carelessness.

and secondly, i've been getting premonitions this wk. and i hate this.
i noe some ppl would want this type of, ability, or wadeva. bt it sucks.
i can foresee things sometimes, anyway. it justs like, suddenly i'll tink of it, bt its not my idea and its like someone click the idea in me.
in the past, its like two per year.
i've got two this wk.
either my abilties increased or im nt aware, or wadeva.
and everytime i get it, it happens.
dun like it.
when i was younger i had a different ability. to change things. bt i lost it somehow.
okay im nt weird or sth. its just like able to see things norm ppl cant, sth liddat.
haha bet no one knew,.

and thirdly, no one dares to cross my path.
since i was young.
im nt bitchy, asshole or spoilt, bt u do not cross my path.
to do it is to seek unwanted attraction frm me.
and you naturally watch out.
last friday had half-sucked.
kay it was my fault(for half of it), bt everyone forgave each other.

nw, i see sth and im dead pissed.
its nt like i've been yr friend forever.
the problem is, you are the ignorant, naive and stupid one.
and please check properly, you still think everyone is on your side?
i guess you'll read this. bt it doesnt matter.

i will win. i always do.

written @ 8:20 PM

omo omo(korean for omg?). i have to do the ade thing.
ah. guess alot of ppl dunno abt me. am i tt introvert? kay guess i am.
and i give ppl false impressions too.
like ytd while gng hm yt thot i often went out w. yf to shop. hais. seulpeuda(sad)!
guess i hav to do it, then?
how i noe what u ppl dunno?
and nt many of my friends in class blog anyway. i only read ade, df and yt blog. sad me.

"Each player of this game starts off with TEN
weird things or habits or little known facts about
yourself. People who get tagged must write in
a blog of their own TEN weird
things/habits/little known facts as well as state
this rule clearly.At the end you must choose SIX
people to be tagged and list their names.
NO TAG BACKS."

1. i sing/dance/play songs using handphone in the bathroom.
my mum is afriad the person living below would call the police, anyway, for excessive noise and disturbance. i scared when choir comes my hse im bathing, too.

2. im horrendously shy.
i need friendly faces and really kind-hearted ppl(according to my gut feelings) to strike up conversation if they are seriously interested in being friends.

3. hates beer, bt have food substitudes tt gives the same effect.
the newest food is chocolate. yup.

4. i shop alone.
its true. i prefer tt too. anyway i tink magazines are nt gd indicator of fashion. i can foretell anyway.

5. (I THINK)im too gd natured for my own gd.
yup. at least some of my friends say so. tt's why i have incredible patience with the altos last time(ade and eunice ALWAYS tell me) and im too kind to rude juniors.

6. i really wanna go surfing and parachuting.
hey its my dream to get a scuba offical cert kay.

7. i really love my friends.
ya, its true. i like all of you like mad! tt's why i feel very much for the movie "Hotel Rwanda". like, they lose so many friends, siblings, relatives, neighbours. if i lose a person, guess it'll be hard for me to be the same ever.

8. i LOATHE scary movies, gore movies, too chim movies, slow movies.
'nuff said.

9. i hate having fish as pets.
seriously. when they die, its so gross. and im always the one feeding them, and I ALWAYS see it. and my sis evilly laughs at me. talk abt elder sibling responsibilty.

10. err i think this you all know, bt i seem deeply mysterious to alot of ppl, bt IM NOT!!!
hey, im just huayp, hye pyeong, hui ping, wadevas. you know you know me.


- joce
- yt
- mel

okay maybe you ppl also dunno but i ABSOLUTELY hate ppl with no table manners. esp in school canteen. i really wonder abt prom. guess me and my friend/counterpart eviller will strut down each table and tell them: "Darlin', that's a potato spoon. and tt's a salad fork, by the way."

written @ 6:54 PM

we watched this movie for half the lessons today.
bt this movie is very inspirational. its the best movie i've ever watched.
go here for more details: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hotel_Rwanda
very touching.
now i realised what i've learnt in ss is useful and practical. and its not crap like some ppl thinks.
especially relevant to ppl like me living in singapore. and a multiracial country, which the irresponsibilty of a few can disrupt the peace of the whole country.
its just an amazing movie..

Famous quotes from the film:
Dube: Aah, that is a fine cigar, sir!
Paul Rusesabagina: This is a Cohiba cigar. Each one is worth 10,000 francs.
Dube: 10,000 francs?
Paul Rusesabagina: Yes, yes. But it is worth more to me than 10,000 francs.
Dube: What do you mean, sir?
Paul Rusesabagina: If I give a businessman 10,000 francs, what does that matter to him? He is rich. But, if I give him a Cohiba cigar straight from Havana, Cuba. Hey, that is style, Dube.
Dube: [smiles] Style!

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Colonel Oliver(hes the UN leader of the team in Rwanda): We're here as peace keepers, not peace makers.

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Paul Rusesabagina: I am glad that you have shot this footage and that the world will see it. It is the only way we have a chance that people might intervene.
Jack: Yeah and if no one intervenes, is it still a good thing to show?
Paul Rusesabagina: How can they not intervene when they witness such atrocities?
Jack: I think if people see this footage they'll say, "oh my God that's horrible," and then go on eating their dinners.

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Colonel Oliver: [explaining why the world will not intervene] You're black. You're not even a nigger. You're an African.

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Pat Archer(shes a red cross working in a orphanage): [relating the last words of the orphan slain by the Hutus] Please don't let them kill me. I . . . I promise I won't be Tutsi anymore.
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went to hav a hair cut session.
i feel so much neater nw.
df says there's no change.
i bet if i cut boy's style there would be no change too.

got back exam papers. stress!

written @ 6:25 PM

gng to cut hair tis mon.
mom complains its messy.
bt i tink is style. haha.
and yf cant stand my hair alr.
'slapped her' with my hair too many times.
who asks her to stand behind me.
so if i cut it shorter everyone's face are saved.
compulsive shopping starts on mon.

written @ 1:47 PM

went towning.
had a great time.
details:
eat@graffiti cafe. was super crowded. at first went to wisma. stood there for a long while before getting seats. fussy eater me strikes.
toys 'r' us@paragon. seriously, kids nowdays are damm frigging lucky dudes. the variety lets me faints. they even have 2 shelves of high school musical two merchandise. which brings ade of the scandal.
zhihui claims he's nv played with playdoh.
and me and ade played with the water pool thing in our homes when we were young.
hilarious, all of us actually acting like kids.
was pretty paiseh when everyone started setting off all the singing teddies.
and monopoly HAS credit cards!
i dun even own one. huh.
eating again@ngee an. knots, chicken skin(yuck), sushi and brownies.
Rum and Raisin is seriously gd.
my newest 'alcohol-like' food is chocolate. now DONT you try.
mooncake exhibition. tried various types. there was ritz carlton, raffles,... hotel.
home.

i enjoyed tdy w. choir friends. absence makes the heart grows fonder.
to ade, df, yt, zhihui, eunice(nt there): saranghe!
haiz. jollida(sleepy)

ahyeonggi gyeseyo! im leaving!

written @ 5:08 PM

loving miso soup. went sumo-hse.
kiwis are yucky unless they are golden kiwis.
strawberries are with sugar.

tmr got outing?
pls DUN touch my right arm. its hurting. since a stupid idiot banged me into a metal pole on the bus ytd.
inertia may act on me when the bus brakes heavily, bt i balance.
and a poor rv guy toppled frm the last row middle seat onto the flr.

written @ 3:55 PM

prom@swiss. @clarke quay.
well im deciding. even thou our class's response is overwhelming.
bt a prom wo theme, and a GOWN would so suck.
BABY DOLL DRESSES!!!

tempted to cut my hair on fri.
nxt mon!

my new prediction for nxt summer has come out:
yellow, orange and khakis are for nxt summer.
haha my forecasting for fashion skills.
waiting to work at dolce and gabbana.

written @ 3:14 PM