Haven't had time and money for 2years to buy any clothes. 2years!

And i am happy i went shopping ytd! kekekeke~~
the downside was i found a pair of flats, but they ran out of sizes for my feet zzz.

and for some kpop as desserts!


2PM's Heartbeat. turn on the caption for subtitles.
i fainted.


f(x)'s Chu~~! haha sulli and victoria is my current fav members!



till more news! tata~~

written @ 11:50 AM

Eh favvies, i have a change of plans. Want to just invite our whole batch? haven't seen anyone for the longest time(haha)

Date: changed t 5th Dec!
Event: Club/Pub/somewhere we've never been before!
Purpose: Go crazy la, what else?!! And to say (optional: teary)goodbyes to the guys gng to be brave NSmen!!!

Tell me if you're free!!!

written @ 11:46 AM

cry cry cry.

written @ 6:56 PM

God, give her guidance, strength and hope, for she is lost.

written @ 8:12 AM

ITS OVER!!!
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!


i suffered from depression.
and now im sufferring from post-exam depression. im scavenging for stuff to do, stuff to read, if you consider trying to twist yr toes 360degrees not considered as work..


WHEE MY SIS JUST CALLED ME! :)




FAVVIES LOOK HERE!

Event: Club/Pub/somewhere we've never been before!
Purpose: Go crazy la, what else?!! And to say (optional: teary)goodbyes to the guys gng to be brave NSmen!!!

RESPONZE!!!

written @ 10:11 PM

6 MORE PAPERS AHHHHHHHHHH!



I GOT SICK TWICE THIS YR. THE SECOND TIME
IS NOW-.-



THINGS ARE NOT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

written @ 5:29 PM

broken. all broken.

written @ 7:07 PM

2WEEKS!

haha i bet someone is dying from embarressment. at least, i am.

written @ 8:55 AM

why.
im hiding in my shell. help me pave salt all around.

written @ 3:36 PM

4minute VS AfterSchool!

2AM singing Hot Issue!


Pure power. i wanna join this class!


Lachata! Dianfeng will approve this, right fanboy?


Coolio mash-up!

YAYEE FAVVIES ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!

take me away; a hiding place.

written @ 6:22 PM

bitten by a dementor.

written @ 8:34 PM

melting cotton candy.
NEVER AGAIN hahas

written @ 2:00 PM

i know everyone is having hard times in their lives.
everyone has the right to express it in their own way.
everyone is tired.
and somehow i am always at the receiving end.
why should i be affected, i sometimes ask.
is it really stupid to feel and try to understand others who do not even know how they hurt you?
often, i bite back my tongue and try very hard not to come back with retorts, accusations and make the situation potentially worse.
i keep quiet, yet the ranting doesn't diminish.
its really hard for me at times.

maybe i am weak. maybe i am not understanding enough. maybe i am just plain annoying. maybe i am realy useless, seeing how i cry myself to sleep which didnt occur more than once a year in the past.

i do annoy people, huh. cant seem to do anything right. cant seem to be.
annoying with my voice and without.
all these.... moods. why am i.......
i should just shut up and keep my troubles to myself.
never believed in troubling others by my whims and screams.
never thought there could be a pillar of strength anyway. would have fallen at all the troubled people anyway.

i may be attention-seeking with all these, but i dun care.
im tired.
think i should go to sleep to erase these emo-ing. im irritating myself.

written @ 9:10 PM

I know, but pardon me.
What has that screwed person done?

Gone were my beliefs in individual, strong thoughts.
And i thought you would be the last to break.

That person deserved it, but you didn't.

written @ 6:58 PM

written @ 12:48 PM

Tiara with Lies! :)



2NE1 with I Don't Care! :)

written @ 5:47 PM

written @ 5:56 PM

this is just miserable. LOL

written @ 9:38 AM

Mum tried to start her Nyonya training again. :(

She's worried about me not having the essential home-making skills.

Im worried about me accidentally blowing up the house.

written @ 5:32 PM

self explanatory.

written @ 5:54 PM

Loads of screaming.

and i am going guavas.

written @ 7:59 PM

HILARIOUS TO THE MAX!


Hey (Hey)
T-Swizzle (T-Swizzle)
T-Pizzle (T-Pizzle)

Im like 8 ft 4, blonde hair to the floor
You shawties never thought I dreamed about rapping hardcore
No, I aint got a gun
No, I never really been in a club
I still live with my parents but im still a thug
Im so gangsta you can find me baking cookies at night
You out clubbin? Well, I just made Caramel Delights
T-Swizz and T-Pain, rapping on the same track
It's a thug story, tell me can you handle that?
I had a dream last night
I had high-top Nikes
I had diamonds in my mouth
And diamonds on my mic
By the time I awoke I was singin
(Im on a boa-o-whoa-oat)

Cause Im a singa turned rapper (Shawty, Ima make ya)
Straight to the top, yo (Shawty, Ima take ya)
You can call me T-Swizzy, now Im a rap star (Its a thug story, now tell em who you are)
Singa turned gangsta (You dont wanna fight me)
Straight to the top (In my extra small white tee)
T-Swizzle, T-Pain, all up on the same track
Its a thug story, now can you get with that?
What? What? I knit sweaters, yo
What? What? Dont test me, (bleep)

Hey, hold on
Hold on, I didnt even say anything
I said yo (Yo)
You guys bleeped me and I didnt even say anything
I didnt even swear (She didnt even swear)

written @ 7:53 PM

fridays, saturdays and sundays next week are reserved for fun YAY!

written @ 8:39 AM

4minutes with Hot Issue!
The MV!


See it to Believe it!


They initially caught my eye 'cos ex-Wondergirl Hyun Ah(the one with purple fur onstage) was in it.
But the group is real good, barely debuted for a week!
and Hyun Ah's still cool and charming with her performances as usual.

written @ 8:32 AM

CURLING TONGS WHOOSH! :)

huiyi, aubrey, eunice: im fine, nothing big! haha thanks my loves~~
df: 2PM YAY!

written @ 7:58 PM

dun care what mama says, im getting myself curling tongs.

bye, straight hair!!!
muahahahaha.

written @ 6:17 PM

HOLS! i need 235620561345031456103998465GB storage space in my brain.


2PM with Again and Again!!!


Super Junior with Its You.

written @ 5:58 PM

im a bad person. why do i even have friends

written @ 8:05 PM

HAIKU
Hot, sweltering night.
Mozzies bite & irritate,
Wherefore art Edward?

haha lame.

PS Thankyou angel for the candy machine and kinderjoy! :)

PSS i wonder where bestf and jocelyn wanna bring me. im scared alr, maybe i should chicken out and you ppl can have roast chicken:)

PSS FRIDAY WOOHOO!

written @ 9:34 PM

blogging out of boredom, homework half-done.

yesterday was a fun day out@jp, where else.

me-zw-bestf-liz-jocelyn-giddy-chris!

girls decorated cake while me and bestf distracted chris and giddy. haha it was hard kay! hahahahaha zw ltr said the excuse was ultra dumbdumb.

the excuse: there was a "girl's prob", so zw and jocelyn had to use the washrm for a longlong time.

and the cake is really nice. jocelyn has talent!

oh i believe we went into PreciousThots? various songs of praise kept playing, and it drove yaoan nuts.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

ltr took bus home with chris, was rather tired and fell asleep pretty fast.
i woke up, saw a pretty & familiar face, and realised it was yihui smiling at me.

and being the blur girl that i am, i immediately choked.

PHRASE OF THE WEEK: SELF-OWNED.

lala favvies outing this saturday shall sustain me for the rest of the week!
want to see pics for talentimeeeeeee.

stuff to buy:
-dress for prom? im considering. i got a colour in my head.
-that shorts i've been wanting.
-curling tongs!



don't get conflicted, girl!

written @ 6:11 PM

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

written @ 9:05 PM

I HAD A TOTALLY FUN-FILLED WEEK!


woo i turned 18 on monday! not much difference actually, except i can buy alcohol and get married(with parent's permission).
im still blur as ever, 'self-owned' 3times in maths tutorial alone tdy.

this reminds me, i haven't go out to buy alcohol yet.

MONDAY!
the class celebrated hongling & my birthday tgt. pictures and videos on facebk, credits to huiyi!
thankyou to the class for the nice cake & mogumogu hahahahaha:)

TUESDAY!
after school, ex-o8s31 went to pizzeria! haha as usual, i didnt finish my foooooood. hmm yaoan said that maybe should just buy food vouchers and force me to use them..

then guips wanted to use the washrm so me and zw went with her.
when we went back everyone was still chatting so we continued.

(oh, did you ppl purposely shifted to let me sit in the middle of the table? lol)

and jinhui and some others started to concoct a zhiwei(cocktail) with iced water, pepsi and chilli flakes.

then several lights started to go on and off and went off for most of the restaurant. and yaoan and a few others pretended to be in a disco, razak started to beat-box..

a burnt smell emanated from the kitchen. i thought the was a fire that resulted in a short-circuit.

a few minutes ltr, there was a super-slow rendition of "Happy Birthday to You". haha i was still looking for the birthday dude when i realised everyone looked at me. sloooow, i know.

thankyou to aubs and the class again for the celebration & the dessert! very nice ver nice~~

WEDNESDAY!
started with PC, with 3rounds. zzz.
mr "eh, char bo!" asked for us to climb stairs. apparently the girls weren't very happy.
then we played soccer!
haha guips was super cute, she defended and at times chased the ball in a pose akin to flying.. like a bee..
super charged game, we had 3 teachers and nearly the whole class after a ball..

got shot during gp tutorial, my teacher wanted to 'punch the paper and tear the AQ up in her(my) face' LOL.

no econs tutorial tdy, i guess its nothing short of a miracle.
at first me and yaoan joined the physics ppl.
and their class was cancelled.. just like that. nothing short of a commonality?

went to play after school.. we went crazy with a mike, a piano and a fire extinguisher. haha our fun was cut short, i think its lecturer's fault & Taylor Swift's :/ LOL



anyway i found this on TalkingCock.com! READ!

So many different animal-related illnesses! How to tell the difference, ha? We hep’chu with a handy checklist…

You Have Swine Flu If:

• When you sneeze, you go, “Ah.. ah… ah… charsiew!”
• And after you finish sneezing, you go, “Abidee-abidee-abidee, that’s all folks.”
• You feel the need to rub yourself with oinkment.
• People suddenly start calling you “Babe” for no apparent reason.
• You keep annoying the bak kut teh uncle by asking him if you can pop into his pot for a quick bath.
• Your Muslim buddies all defriend you on Facebook.

You Have Bird Flu If:

• You can’t walk without simultaneously bobbing your head.
• In your fevered state, you keep thinking you saw a puddytat.
• You keep screeching, “Polly wants some Panadol!”
• You have to fight the urge to poop on cars.
• When you Twitter, you literally twitter.
• For some reason, a lot of Hainanese hawkers want to friend you on Facebook.

written @ 4:43 PM

attending julie's wedding ltr. gotta grab a cuppa!

Great Singapore Sale starts on 29th May! which is Favvies Outing Day!
im sure gonna go shop first. Hope they slash prices on that ah! nice pair of shorts i saw the last time!

im not sure im ready for 18th. im at times much older, but at times im like only 3.
i still haven't sort myself out of the mess.

till 29th. :)

written @ 5:06 PM

i still have things to ponder about, even after giving it so much thought.
its just that the nature of the problem keeps changing, so i have to keep up with my thoughts.

ah, i don wanna stay up awake anymore. i just want to drift seamlessly and peacefully to dreaming.

currently number of dustbin to rant at: 1

written @ 2:24 PM